Well, I guess I have decided to follow in my sisters foot steps, and create a blog. Although I can guarantee mine will not be as interesting, or make as much sense as theirs does. But it will contain a lot of music lyrics. Nothing I wrote, just songs I like. I thought it might be fun to try though, and see what the hub bub is about. Oh, and my blog title, "Chill-axing" is a mix between relaxing and chill. I like to say it a lot.
So back to what I was thinking in my head. Does anyone else do that?? Start a sentence in your head and finish it out loud. Confuses the hell out of Mike.... Ahhh, Mike... I am glad I brought him up. Or was it you?? Either way, one of us brought him up, and he is one of my favorite things to talk about. He is my wonderful husband of two years.
Do you ever look at someone and think to yourself "How did I get so lucky to meet you, by such a slim chance??"?? Well, that is what I have with Mike. He is 7 years older then me, making him 28. He was born and grew up in Maine, and by some random course of events, ended up in NY manager of a restaurant I was working at. It was not love at first site, quite the contrary. It was LOATHE at first site. But after about 2 months we started liking each other more, and a beautiful romance bloomed. Had someone told me that first time I met him, that I would end up indescribably happy married to him, with a 2 year old, I would have punched them in the eye. But life takes so many different roads, you never know where you are going to end up.
So on to my 2 year old... God, I love that kid. I remember being pregnant, and scared, wondering what being a Mom was going to be like. I knew I could handle the responsibility, but there is so much more to being a Mom. Did I have the love and the patience? Just what would it be like, ya know?? Well, on my birthday two years ago, I found out. I have never had such an instant bound and love with anything. I looked down at her, and any pain or fear melted away. And as time passed, I was surprised to find that I loved her more and more. It was like, instead of my heart being full, it just kept growing to hold it. Sorry, that was a little hallmarky, but you get what I am saying, right?? And now, at 2 years, and almost three months, she is the funniest kid, but so sweet. She rolls her eyes when people baby talk to her. She does knuckles(pounding the front of someone else's fist with her fist) with people all the time. She wakes me up in the AM by yelling "Good Morning Gorgeous!!!". She is everything and so much more then I ever expected from my kid. She can count to 17, count backwards from 8, and count to 10 in Spanish. The amazing thing to me is that she knows what she is saying. Like if she is counting, she can switch over to Spanish at the right spot. She is a smarty pants.
Did you enjoy all of that shameless bragging?? I couldn't help it, it is my job as a Mama.
So that bring me to now. I am listening to music and talking to... You. Good ol' you!!
I hope everyone enjoyed reading this. I will most likely be blogging more, about a lot of stuff, some important, some just random thoughts. I am going to end this on a beautiful poem written by one of the great thinkers of our time... Stewie Griffin.
Oh squiggly line in my eye fluid. I see you lurking there on the peripheral of my vision.
But when I try to look at you, you scurry away.
Are you shy, squiggly line?
Why only when I ignore you, do you return to the center of my eye?
Oh, squiggly line, it's alright, you are forgiven.
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